February 27, 2007

Sunday Evening

augie march
I tried to get free tickets from work weeks ago and when that failed I tried to round up my friends with no luck! I had nearly given up, till I got a call from my bestie asking if I wanted to go. My answer was YES!

We spent our Sunday evening under the balmy summer night sky atop picnic blankets on the cool grass. Stars twinkling and dragon flies were buzzing as we watched Augie March perform with WASO (Western Australia Symphony Orchestra) in our front row possie.

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February 25, 2007

A First Kiss

Since getting back from Sydney, I’ve been spending very little time at home. There’s been no such thing as ’school nights’. In fact… the one night I did spend at home was last Saturday night. Not sure why there’s been a sudden surge of social activities, but I’m not slowing down because I figure I better take advantage of this now rather than regret it in a few weeks time when things potentially quiet down.

Contributing to my increase of late nights has been the opening of Becks Verandah two weeks ago as part of the Perth International Arts Festival. Becks Verandah is by far my FAVOURITE favourite favourite venue in Perth. It’s so sad it’s open for such a limited season. From 10:30pm it’s free entry to the late night bar and it’s open till fairly early in the morning. I love the mixed sea of people and being under the night stars whilst lazing on the couches and listening to the great DJ’s that feature every night. I can’t get enough of it! I’ve been going nearly every second night. Work had a party there the other night and we had a VIP section which meant choice seats for the whole night and lots of free booze!

It had been sometime since I last saw him, but I finally had drinks after work with Hot Rockers friend Chris. I convinced myself that it had been far too long since I last saw him to remember the funny feelings I had for him when we last saw each other and thought it’d just be a catch up, yet getting ready for work that morning I took an hour to do my hair (ie. an extra 40 minutes prep from my normal routine) and wore my new favourite cute pinafore dress with killer teal heels so go figure!

cute new dress - minus the poofy white pirate blouse

We met at our usual meeting spot - the HB Bar - with one mate each in tow. He brought another one of the creatives from his agency and I brought my sidekick boy from work so at least conversation would flow real easy. At the beginning of the night Chris and I sat opposite each other. Everytime I looked away from him, I could feel his eyes on me. It was flattering! After he bought me a couple drinks (with $16 a drink that is real love there!) we ended up just STARING at each other. At first there was that awkward “Oh no he caught me checking him out” moment, but later we were too riddled with alcohol to care. Whilst I was sipping on my cocktail (trying to look sexy) he mouthed across the table silently “You look so hot“. I was so embarrassed I looked away. When our friends went to get drinks at the bar, Chris moved over next to me so we were huddled in a dark corner of a booth. He told me I had a certain style about me and that I was always well dressed and looking great. Awwwww… A few more drinks later we were just whispering in each others ears and he had his arm around me.

I looked at him trying to figure out why I was so attracted to him. He’s not my type at all! He’s like the complete opposite of everything I find attractive. I’m usually into blazer and t-shirt and skinny leg combo wearing dishevelled indie dorks with brown floppy hair. Chris is tall and masculine and has a great bod but would look ridiculous in skinny legs and has no floppy hair - instead he has a shaved head and get this, I don’t even know if he has good music taste!!!! Similar music taste is usually the deciding factor and I don’t even know what he likes! I did hear him say he hated R&B and that was good enough for me at the time.

When the clock struck 12 we decided it was time for goodbye. We were all standing and lil me at 5′3 and Chris at over 6′ I thought that this could potentially be an awkward goodbye if we went in for the kiss. Anyway there was this great automatic leaning in for the kiss between us so neither of us had to be the initiator. EXCEPT I aimed for his cheek but Chris changes route and goes for the kiss on the lips! I was so shocked I put my hands on his shoulders for some balance and it was so hot! TILL… my joker sidekick yells out so the whole bar could hear

“I SAW SOME TONGUE! THERE WAS TONGUE”

and ruins the moment! I was so embarrassed I tore away.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!

But I still went home giddy with gleeeeee! tra la la la laaaaa!

February 22, 2007

*insert giggly little school girl laughter*

OMG! I had a first kiss tonight and I can’t wipe the grin off my face!

tehehehehhehehhehehehehhehehehehehehhehehehehehheheeee!

More info later!

February 10, 2007

Sydney

I am back from my vacation in Sydney. I stopped biting my nails and for the first time in YEARS I have white tips and my nails are looking a lot more ladylike. But give me a week back at work and I’ll get back to you if I manage to keep up the appearance.

To be honest, (stupidly) I thought this vacation to visit Racer would give me closure to our romance before he left for Sydney. But if anything it has created more trouble. Weeks after he left he would tell me how much he missed me, but when I asked him this week if he still missed me he said ‘no’. As harsh as his response sounds, it didn’t hurt me as much as you’d think it would.

He’s been in Sydney and without me long enough to create a new path. New friends. And a life that no longer includes me. Like my role in his life has been replaced with other people. Which I thought was kinda funny since he still keeps remnants of me and my possessions everywhere in his life. He keeps my beaded necklace I gave him on his rear view mirror in his car. The CD’s of mixed songs I burnt for him are scattered around his kitchen and room and in his CD player. The pictures I drew for him are in his diary and stuck on his apartment walls.

It was hard living with him and seeing him 24/7. I wanted to tell him every day how much I had fallen in love with him and when I finally did at the airport when I was about to leave, I said it so softly he didn’t even hear me. Instead I gave him the biggest hickey ever so he wouldn’t forget me in any rush.

The highlight of Sydney? Arriving in Sydney and Racer sneaking up behind me at the airport and picking me up and swinging me around and having the most romantic movie moment EVER. Other highlights… Seeing Racer naked every single day! Haha… Hanging out in Newtown and getting sloshed at Lowen’s at The Rocks - including getting up on stage dancing and playing cowbells to Edelweiss. And catching up with my Sydney possie.

The lowlights? Having my first fight with Racer - in public - in Coles. Classy! And being in North Sydney one night with the most amazing view of the Opera House and Harbour Bridge in front of us… and instead of holding hands and making out (which is essential in such conditions) we were having a serious conversation about US… which pretty much revolved around the fact that he wasn’t willing to move back to Perth… and things could be different if I moved to Sydney… and that I valued him more than he did me and that things won’t ever be the same as they were in Perth…
North Sydney