Friendship
I love you.
I just love my kids more.
It was everything I needed to hear for me to move on. I know it has been going on for way too long – these feelings for the unattainable. Silly silly silly! Married. Kids. You don’t have to tell me how wrong it is.
But it’s not every day you meet someone who has the whole package, who you’re completely attracted to and who seems to at least reciprocate some sort of feelings for you too.
Hell, he loves me!
I’m shocked he was so blunt about it. I mean, he’s English. I thought English men don’t talk about feelings? I’m glad it’s out in the open and now I don’t have to stay awake at night wondering if he feels the same way or if his touches mean anything more than they are.
I am flattered he ‘loves’ me. But I love even more that he loves his kids and wife and family more.
I love that it wasn’t a hard decision for him. I completely respect him for that. On top of the fact he’s always got time for me if I’m down or just need a chat, he sticks up for me and never sugar coats things – he always tells me like it is because as he says ‘we’re too close to bullshit each other’. He’s just always there. He cares.
He told me the other day that he only has friends he’s known for 30 over years and it was nice that I came along and will join his list of friends he’ll know for a long time.
Even though I’m only here for another month, I’m looking forward to our ‘friendship’.
- La La Love You, Good men | Time: 10:50 pm (UTC+8)
I think I need more details about all of this…spill it!! This is too short of a recap for something sooo major!
Comment by Melina — December 20, 2007 @ 1:26 pm